farisah's.

it started with a whisper.

2012-01-20T16:08:00.004+08:00

Hello there. (; Don't know why but I feel a tad bit unmotivated to go JC. At work, I hear crazy stories about JC- the thought of it haunts me. On the bright side, some lads lessen the heavy burden of JC nightmares. Thanks guys. (: Really needed that. Seriously, I have thought of backing out on JC if I happen to get into one & instead take up the maritime scholarship I was offered at Singapore Poly. Hmm. Or hospitality, tourism management related course? Hmmm.
It was extremely awkward when I saw Charles the other day. Not that he saw me, but still... Phew. He shouldn't have confessed to me. Worse still, asking me to be his girlfriend. Now, the barrier of awkwardness between us is all too overwhelming. What more, I have to survive 'seeing' him when he happens to get into the same school as me. Hah.
I shall give myself a hearty rest now.

xoxo

not all are fine.

2012-01-17T21:15:00.000+08:00

I'm suffering from bipolar disorder.

'cos you've got that one thing.

2012-01-16T22:44:00.004+08:00

I'm going gugugaga over One Direction, people! ❤ Honestly, I was never a Directioner ever since; their release of 'What Makes You Beautiful' was their catch to my wave! Hahaha, that's how it all started. Since then, I began searching back to their early days in X Factor & yes, I fell in love with them. They're just so charming- there are more words to describe them though. They... they're like dream guys for every girl out there! Well, not all girls though. But, ahem, I'm one of those girls who fangirl about them all the time. *cheeky smile* Heeeheeeee. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
& Who do I love most in the band? The answer is at the end of this entry. Now, a treat for you-

Pssst, pay attention to Zayn's cutesy expression from 1:23 onwards. :3

[Liam]
I've tried playing it cool
But when I'm looking at you
I can’t ever be brave
'Cause you make my heart race

[Harry]
Shot me out of the sky
You're my kryptonite
You keep making me weak
Yeah, frozen and can't breathe

[Zayn]
Something’s gotta give now
'Cause I’m dying just to make you see
That I need you here with me now
'Cause you've got that one thing

[All - Chorus]
So get out, get out, get out of my head
And fall into my arms instead
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing
And you've got that one thing

[Niall]
Now I'm climbing the walls
But you don't notice at all
That I'm going out of my mind
All day and all night

[Louis]
Something’s gotta give now
'Cause I'm dying just to know your name
And I need you here with me now
'Cause you've got that one thing

[All - Chorus]
So get out, get out, get out of my head
And fall into my arms instead
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing

So get out, get out, get out of my mind
And come on, come into my life
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing
And you've got that one thing

[Harry]
You've got that one thing

[Liam]
Get out, get out, get out of my head
And fall into my arms instead

[All - Chours]
So get out, get out, get out of my head
And fall into my arms instead
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing

So get out, get out, get out of my mind
And come on, come into my life
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing
Yeah, you've got that one thing

The member of One Direction whom I love most is..... NONE.
C'mon guys, they're all ATTRACTIVELY AWESOMELY AMAZING!
& I love Zayn Malik, Harry Styles, Liam Payne, Louis Tomlinson and Niall Horan forever and ever. ❤

you're beautiful.

2012-01-11T12:17:00.003+08:00

This cute boy here made my day. Truthfully, I do always feel insecure about my flaws. I was always afraid of being judged for who I am. My insecurities have somehow killed me emotionally and yes, somehow this gentleman have made me feel better. Thank you for that. :)

So results were already released two days back. Alhamdullilah, my efforts have paid off- for certain subjects, of course. However, my results weren't too bombastic. They were just the results I hoped for. Thankfully my efforts in English and Chemistry paid off- I managed to secure a distinction for English and a B3 for Chem. Alhamdullilah. However, E.Maths and A.Maths would be a lil something to talk about- I only managed to secure an A2 for E.Maths, A.Maths was a B3. :/ Well, I've done my very best at that point of time. Honestly saying, I had nightmares of failing Physics. & that nightmare didn't come true. Alhamdullilah. Maybe, I was guilty for not putting enough effort in midst of the preparation for Os. I didn't work doubly hard for my weak subjects. :/ That would explain why my grades were not equivalent to that of my goals. At least the whole nightmare of O levels have already gone with the wind.

Plans ahead? Well, I hope I could enroll in a JC and experience the next stage of national examinations- A levels. Come to think of it, a ripple is cascading down my back now. Brr. Guess it's gonna be another new rollercoaster ride, only much bumpier and crazier as suggested by JC students. Well, since my JAE is submitted already, I shall not regret anything. (:

it's magic.

2012-01-06T23:53:00.002+08:00

Today in one word was nostalgic. (,:
So, I managed to catch up with whom many knew as my best friends in my freshman years at SMB. I truly miss those days where ease was by our side most of the time. Despite the fact that I miss them, I still feel the barrier that I built over our friendship. Partly, I feel guilty. On the other hand, CCA Open House hits me back with memories too. The crisp air smelt alike to the atmosphere I was in when I had my first CCA Open House in SMB. The only difference was the lack of chaos and the time it occurred this time round. I smiled like a happy fool to myself several times during the day when I came across silly antics some students did. They pretty much remind me of silly-me back then. Familiar faces that flooded the crowd were tiny priceless gifts that gets me reliving those moments I had with them in school. & yes, I do miss school. Yes sir, plus the studying too. Guess I shall end this post now for I should have my beauty sleep now.
& I'll still love you for a thousand years.

a new book with more opportunities.

2012-01-03T10:29:00.003+08:00

Hello there! Have a blessed year ahead of you! & stick to your new year resolutions! Remember that you are capable in overcoming any obstacle and never give up no matter what. For those who let your emotions take over you, remember that everyday is a better day and never dwell on the past. I am done with dwelling and I understand how much it hurts sometimes to move on. (': & I believe you are stronger than you know you are. For those who always procrastinate like me, make studying+doinghomework+revisingdiligently a resolution. Always bear in mind that education in Singapore is utmost important as that will determine our near future.

Enough said. Sighs, I miss school. Now, I'm wondering how's the first day of school like for everyone schooling today. Hmmm.... speeches, introductions, briefing on taunting topics, new teachers, outlook on drudgery that's coming up... That's pretty much of what I could think of now.

Anyway, the serious deal is done. Hehehehe. (; I'm done replying emails and messages. Exclude SMSes- I have no prepaid. ):

Ciao.

you know I'm serious.

2011-12-28T00:36:00.003+08:00

This is going out to all who reads my blog. You guys can drop me a message by emailing, PM, or simply messaging me with a topic that you really really want to know more about me. An example of a question would be, well this is quite common, who do I crush on etc. Hahaha, this might sound crazy but I'm not backing out in taking risks. Anyways, if the question gets too personal, I would email/message you personally then. So, go go go! Kay, I'm talking to basically no one here. :/

Oh, the interview earlier was...flattering. Hah. I think I might just forget about the job deals. ): The photoshoot for my com card might be a lil too costly for a freelance model. Hmmmph.

just the way you are.

2011-12-07T21:54:00.006+08:00

He's cute. He's adorable. He's charming. He's humorous. He's attractive. He's the shy-type. His smile- whoa, boomz. He's helpful. His awkward name. His flirtatious wink. He's cool. He's AWESOME. Great, now my puppy eyes are all over him. Guess who is he. (;

Heartthrob. ♥

Work was supercalifragilisticexpialidocious. The company of workers makes it fun while the drudgery makes me dread. The only thing I dislike is being bossed around - well, I believe its okay for 'juniors' of the job, right? Oh right. And I survived the days of working as a waitress; reward at the end of the day was aching feet and aching wrists. I shouldn't whine much about that cos' that's basically the basis of the job. In addition, on lucky days, sweet desserts would ease the thought of aching muscles and that's what I love about this job- the perks. :3

On other days when I'm not working, I would either have a family outing, shopping, movie marathon or lazing off the whole day reading books and magazines. That's my jolly good break. Gradually, the routine have got hold of boredom into its system that I dread for an adventure to happen. I had plans to explore Singapore but whenever I try to, some things will hinder me from doing so. Great? Well, yeh. I've also been turning in late ever since the start of the jolly good break - that would simply explain the unflattering dark circles. ): Hahaha.

Well, just another shoutout: I miss my awesome friends. ))):

To end this off, here's Austin Mahone's cover of On My Mind by Cody Simpson. :D

forget you.

2011-11-26T19:37:00.003+08:00

"See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns."

That was how I felt. Well, discard the 'ball gowns' and replace it with 'elegant dresses'. In short, prom was a blast, except for the fact that I missed the dancefloor encore and not being able to finish my mango pudding. ): Guess I've nothing else to elaborate about the flamboyant event- you can catch the whole drama from looking at the pictures posted at facebook. Like they say, a picture speaks a thousand words. (:

Holidays lately have been rather a jolly good break. Although the break may still be long for some, mine is coming to a pause when the next drudgery arrives- work. I got myself a job as a waitress at a fine dining restaurant. Not that I favour towards the job of being a waitress but the perks are beckoning me- free food, a reasonably high pay(it's charge per hour is slightly higher than any other part-time job). Come to think of it, I'm wondering how ache-y my body can get after a day work- heard that being a waitress is really tiring. I hope that it wont torture me that much.

Before I end this entry, here's a cranky photo of me during Os. Spot the obvious pimple! Hahaha.

utter despair.

2011-09-16T11:20:00.000+08:00

Delirium overwhelmed me. Consequently, forming a barrier in my cerebral nerves which prevents me from having a crystal clear mind. That would pretty much explain the results that I am going to receive for my EL Paper 1. I'm such a failure; not only did I screw up this paper, but also for my EL Paper 2. The dam in my eyes have yet to unleash the strong currents that will tear apart my sore conscience. I'm staying strong, I'm trying my very best to but I guess I'm facing another breakdown later on. Ironically, I have done a lot of practices for English - figuratively by having 'home-exams'. However, I can't help but feel so distraught when I was unable to churn out those ideas(with the flow I always had) during school exams. I guess, my brains work best in the afternoon. Oh great, I don't know why but I'm drenched in hopelessness. It's like the future is a dark abyss which everyone is simply unaware of the dangers and 'the unexpected' lurking. Holding firm to my word, I will stay optimistic and yes, I will. Hope is all I have while time continues to crawl by. Let time be my ally while I pound myself with mock examinations and another round of thorough revision as so to ensure that 'O's will have a pleasure disposition when it arrives. Ya Allah s.w.t., berikanlah ku kesemangatan untuk menghadapi segala cabaran dalam hidup dan berikan ku petunjuk apabila ku tersilap langkah. Amin.

I leave the rest up to you, God. It's all in your hands.

hurdles.

2011-08-26T16:47:00.005+08:00

I'm getting those jitters now. Sheesh. What am I doing here? Here goes me procrastinating. Nah, I'll 'punish' myself with longer hours of revision tomorrow to replace the time lost to this-and-that-for-this-week by this weekend. So, results were released just recently. I didn't do as well as what was expected of me; now everyone's daunting me with 'you should have listened' and stuffs like that. But time would never rewind. Hah, and thanks to my last min prep. for MT Oral and the trial on my weakest spot for the MT Paper 1 are obviously the culprits for my not-so-good grade. Why am I even so riled? Sighs. Great, I shall end my rant here about my result anyway and be optimistic towards achieving my goals for the coming papers. (:

And reminder to self: Study smart.

see no more.

2011-07-22T17:31:00.004+08:00

Ho-hum. Hello there.

Weird as it seems, I don't know how I end up here. Oh, an excuse to bypass time for revision. Hah. Guess procrastination is eating my time away, again. Anyway, school was great -- with major events such as the GCE 'O' MT Listening Compre. and Racial Harmony Day Commemoration. Today was pretty much an impromptu day. I never get enough of unexpected outings, anyway.

Apparently, I was way submerged into the 'happy' life that I ended up with a sudden terrible emotional breakdown yesterday. You know that moment where tears just start streaming down your cheeks and your mouth just stumbling words of hurt, pain etc.? That happened to me. Like they say, a rainbow will always come after a thunderstorm. Awkward as it is, 'rainbow' came shining over me today and snap...goes my____. Go fill in the blanks. Hah, and I was panicking. Gee, Thank God it's Friday--lessons ended early. & za-zoom, I SHOULD rush home but instead, I was stuck at school waiting for Eunice. Nah, I survived through the 'disaster' though... *grins*

Recently, I became a Lovatic. Yeah, a huge fan of Demetria Devonne Lovato a.k.a Demi Lovato. Her 'Skyscraper' release is worth the big round of applause. Really. Her breathy vocals and the way she expresses her emotions in her song causes the nape of my neck to tingle. It's really heartrending to hear songs sung by singers with alotaf emotions expressed through it. For her case, I literally felt the hurt she felt and her picking up the broken pieces of her heart. I don't know why but I was overcomed with a tumult of emotions when I listened to her song intently. Someway or another, she inspired me --a flitting butterfly in my chest gave me the strength not to give up but to cross the hurdles I'm facing with now. 'Skyscraper' sparks that glistening hope that I thought had faded away.

Do you have to make me feel like there's nothing left of me?

I'm not fragile me anymore. Just so you know.

on my mind.

2011-07-14T17:06:00.004+08:00

I miss the good ole days? Don't you?

You’re cleaning around the house or simply just browsing through your computer and you stumble upon pictures or videos of the past with you and your friends,family or vice versa. Looking through it gives you a happy feeling, doesn’t it? It sure does for me.

I remember looking at old pictures on my computer, and I started tearing. . .cause I seemed so happy and remembered all those great memories I had. Tearing, not only because it’s good, but it’s like a slap-in-the-face because it made me realize I should learn to cherish certain things more in my life. Thinking about it, the people that gave me happy memories I’ll never forget, pretty much disintegrated from my life. but the fact that I took advantage of that thinking they’d still be there; sadly, I was wrong. Really things change and not everyone’s still going to be there. People are bound to fade from your life. Yeah, possibly there’s a chance of reconnecting with them, but what are the chances that things will be the exact same? Oh man, I would love to go back in time, if I could and just relive those happy moments. Because for sure right now, I don’t know what’s it like to be worry-free and just plain happy. It’s very rare for me now.

Anyone feeling me?

21.

2011-07-06T17:15:00.008+08:00

Eighth of July 2011 Random Update

MT Oral's over - finally? Hah, no. I thought I was dumbstruck, then. Anywhut, I'm being optimist prime or at least trying to stay out of pessimistic thoughts. Hopefully all's well. God willing.
I'm so worn out; I could go on sleeping for days. Yea, I'm deprived of sleep. :\
A.Math Kinematics test this Friday! Looking forward to it. (;
P.E today was... uh, boring. Or was I not active enough?
I MISS BAND. ):
Soyplugs = AWESOMESTZXCZXCZXC! HAHAHA. Period. <3
I love study groups. Thank you.
Oh why, I love impromptu outings. Full of felicity, they are. <3
Me no likey hot humid weathers. ):
Procrastination chose to leave me. Me gusta. :D
I love the following flicks: Transformers 3 & Green Lantern. Uh uh siol uh uh. ^^V
Gettin' over you, you, you, you. Yeah, you, you, you, you. No, gettin' over you only.
Pirouettes - MADTIME-HOBBY. <3
Light cardios - my weekend buddy.
Running as a sport - a sudden FAVOURITE thing to do. HAHAHAHA! :p
Gotta mug. Major Os are already here... It'll be good, yes it will.
19 July and bye-bye to MT 'O's! I hope.
16 July - Harry Potter w/ family. Hopefully.
Wedding in JB.
Bro's Kids' Run Event.
More productive study group meet-ups. <3

Term 3's gonna be as swift as a snap. I believe it will be a jolly July with me majorly having intimacy with studies. Great. Bring it on!

changing minds.

2011-07-05T18:46:00.006+08:00

I think finally found a note to make you understand
If you can hear it, sing along and take me by the hands
Keep myself inside your head, like your favorite tune
And know my heart is a stereo that only plays for you

- Stereo Hearts

Adam Levine in Stereo Hearts is a definite plus point. (Y) Oh why, hello to you over there. Short&sweet - I'm done here. Take care.

^-^

cool guitars.

2011-06-12T18:44:00.004+08:00

I spent the whole week strumming strings. And I had absolute fun doing covers. And I might post them on my YouTube channel. Period.

So, Farah's going back to Pinas tomorrow. & I'm gonna miss her. Hahaha! Hay shucks. Why must everyone go somewhere while I'm stuck in this little red dot? This is so unfair. Gah, O's are my best friend for this year anyway. & I pretty much look forward to the papers. Anyway, I spent this whole week watching movies. & I think I fell in love with Nick Jonas cutesy love song in Camp Rock 2. So, here it is! (psssssst, click here!) If you dont wanna see the movie clip, then here's a cutesy video to the song.

Heehee, this song certainly made me smile. :3

hit me like a boomerang.

2011-06-04T13:22:00.005+08:00

Pikachu is forever adorable. Don't you guys just agree? :DDD

... This is so sad - I didn't get to go Johor today. Sighs, cos' my dad left early! I was still at school then. Well, academics come first dont they? So here I am stuck at home, helping mom and now, surfing the Internet. Revision? Oh, that later. Haha! So, mom is gonna cook a variety of dishes today! & WE SO EXCITED! (Rebecca's Black way of saying) Basically, mummy's gonna cook Tandoori Chicken, Chili Crab, Chicken Curry plus seafood steamboat. Ahhh, yummeh-yummeh ~ Heeheee ~

Anyways, ,my hamster gave birth to another three baby hamsters. So, that also means that I have 9 hamsters altogether now. Well, I should actually have 10 altogether now but daddy gave away 1 male hamster to someone else. ): Weird as it seems, I feel so at peace while gazing at how the hamsters sleep(is it sleep or hibernate?). Haha, it' s like there's this connection that drains all the tension. Hmmm.

Semenjak permulaan peperiksaan tengah tahun lagi, saya tidak pernah memahami liku-liku hidup yang saya anggap sebagai cabaran-cabaran di dalam hidup saya. Entah kenapa saya mulai insaf daripada segala kesilapan saya dengan sanubari yang mulus. Bukankah itu aneh? Ya sudah, baiklah, selamat tinggal!

Nothing will ever be the same. You know that yourself.

you're all I need.

2011-06-02T17:22:00.002+08:00

Everyone does.

So, June Hols are here and it only weighs heavily to one thing - INTENSIVE REVISION. Great, and now, I'm stressed more than ever; the stress keeps going on. I've also been getting frequent headaches; memory overload I guess. Frankly, I never spent time for 'me'. A breather? Ah, time's tight. Sighs.

Ya Allah s.w.t, berikanlah ku semangat untuk mengharungi segala pancaroba hidup. Amin.

I don't know why but ever since the MYE started, I never felt much more further from my comfort zone. Well, it's for the better for me to get away from my comfort zone anyways. Yeah, what am I even whining about? I must be mindful that I'm taking my national exams that will pretty much arrive soon. Oh gulay, I better get back to abiding my revision schedule now. Oh, I meant after doing the household chores. Haha, weird as it sounds of me doing chores but there are visitors coming over to my house later. I find it weird too that I've alotaf visitors coming over to my house this past few days. Guess it's gonna be another short week. Oh wow, how much more intense can my revision get? How I wish time wasnt super tight as it is now.

Okaycan. Adios ~

heads up.

2011-05-31T18:51:00.002+08:00

So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.
- Marilyn Monroe

douceur de vivre.

2011-04-30T16:27:00.004+08:00

Sure it is.

Anyways, I'm kindaf paranoid now. Or whatever it is. I believe that this feeling came around the start of this week: I screwed up ML P3, SS and EL P1. Wow much? Hah. Although the results are not known yet, I could foresee myself grieving over it. Sighs, cant do anything much though. So, Maroon 5 came to Singapore and I missed the concert. Well, there will be another time. Oh dear, I've been trying to be optimistic but pessimistic me is kinda conquering the empire state of my mind. Farisah, think positive. Just think positive.

On the other hand, life has been great. Except for the exam bit. Nothing more than that, I suppose. Guess I shall just sign off now; gotta continue watching the fun bit of Paano Na Kaya. Takecare, love.

bliss.

2011-03-19T19:16:00.004+08:00

Recently, my mum randomly told me that she used to spend her free time reading in her backyard when she was a teen. Well, to release her teenage fits. Hmm, I think I should try reading in the meadows someday. Ahh, this little red dot where I'm residing at does not have any. Nehmind. Singapore have plenty of open fields for me to do so. Haha! Shiok sendiri lah kan... Besides, the botanical garden could be a really good spot for me to ease my mind. Speaking of that, I miss studying at those secluded areas in Changi Airport. Weird place to study in, I know. But who cares? The atmosphere there is absolutely right for me to get my brain juice to flow really well. Yeah, my body gets a speed of light head-start when I study in cold places. Brrrr.

Anyway, I just came to realize that many famous bands/artistes are coming over to Singapore to perform! Boomz, aint it? Talking about that, I really really really wanna spectate The Script's and Maroon 5's concerts. Sadly enough, my budget is super tight. What more with both tickets amounting to a few hundred dollars? If you want those prestige seats, of course. I don't really mind the costly tickets but I know for sure my occupied schedule will disagree with me. Both concerts are on weekdays! Haish.

Major Os' the first priority. Right? Yeah, totally.

On the other hand, school's starting next week.

A fresh new term to conquer.

I'll stay positive. Oh yes, I will.

simplest things in life.

2011-03-15T21:43:00.002+08:00

This helps, someway or another. Oh, how much I love Tumblr. Hah, thats where I go when I feel all-round emotional. Trust me, with strangers understanding how you feel, you won't feel alone. At least there are people out there who understand how you feel. & that is the irony of having friends that sees you often - nah, true friends? They understand you. (; Well, the company of strangers having the same thoughts as you could sortaf make you more like 'hey, I'm not the only one' feeling. Uh, if only you get what I mean. Hahaha!

Oh, time for my beauty sleep. Takecare :D

alphabets and digits.

2011-03-05T20:02:00.004+08:00

I never felt this afraid before. Never. I guess I'm heading for another breakdown. I did my very best. Yes, I did. Juggling your responsibilities & commitments can never be easier as life gets going. Never been for me. Dayum, why is this feeling too overwhelming? Oh gulay, I need a breather.

Sometimes, I find it hard to understand myself. No, I'm not trying to gain self-pity from you - whoever you are who's reading this. Ha-ha, am I delusional or what? I don't think anyone visits this blog of mine. Oh well, for that case then, I'm just ranting on my humble abode. Have you ever had this fear of having everything out of control? Fear of losing and being a failure? Strangely, this fear have conquered the empire state of my mind. Bugger. Whats wrong with me? Maybe, those disappointing results I got gave me these negative feelings towards myself. Oh positive me, come back will you? I'm so deprived of optimistic thoughts that will keep me going. Sometimes, I could not really decipher my thoughts. That somehow kind of killed inner me from being able to be free from all these challenges I'm facing.

Now, it's only the war of me between expecting the best and preparing for the worst. No, I should not giveaway my mindset to prepare for the worst.

So, it's all me preparing for the best then. I'll see how I'll survive the next term. Ya Allah s.w.t, berikanlah ku semangat untuk menghadapi kesemua cabaran yang akan aku lalui dalam hidupku. Amin.

fabtabulous.

2011-02-20T15:26:00.002+08:00

Ohmymomma! She received a one in a million call from Lady Gaga! Whoa boomzxc, isn't it? (Y) to Filipino talents! ^^

the show.

2011-02-14T16:06:00.001+08:00

I'll love you. ♥

fireworks.

2011-02-03T15:18:00.004+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR! :D

To sum up the past month, the one word would definitely be AWESOME. Hah! & hey, I can't wait for the happening highlights that have yet to arrive this February. Not only that, but also all the motivation and inspirations I can get from everyone around me to prepare myself for the major O's and the heart-racing SYF. Like hey, I'm gonna have the time of my life this year with these mood-pumping events! & yeah, this year will be the best I ever had throughout my secondary school life.

Watch me make it happen. (;

Hasta la vista, baby.

birthdays.

2011-01-01T15:06:00.002+08:00

Spot the differences.

goodbye 2010 & hello 2011.

2011-01-01T13:25:00.001+08:00

Just a short post.

See you ~

fifteen.

2010-12-29T22:26:00.002+08:00

Y-e-a-y!

I'm FIFTEEN today, yehey! :D

& today was a blast to the moon ~

Anyway, the spaz-pic I took was taken yesterday, the last day where I was fourteen.

Woots, and I could actually say that the last time I ever bathe when I was fourteen was th 28 of December 2010. Whoa, lame-o me.

Hahahha, happy birthday to those awesome December 29 kiddos out there too! ^^

you're so kewl.

2010-12-22T18:56:00.007+08:00

I don't know why but I have this tendency to read with pauses if. I. Read. Words. Like. This. That. Are. Separated. By. Periods. Anywayyy, ignore my previous post where hopeless romantic me takes it's stand.

Particularly, the fact that the holidays are coming to an end gives me goosebumps all around. Nonetheless this holidays have been one of the awesome-st holidays I've ever had - with family and friends keeping me sane and all. I had alotaf reasons to smile for that matter of fact. Even those little awkward moments keeps me smiling like a fool and it just enchants me that I could go about the whole day talking with my friends almost about anything. Uh, nah, I don't include gossiping for that matter.

Awkwardly, we started to talk about the New World Order and the Illuminati today. & ka-boomz, there everyone spilled their thoughts of what they know about the association. It's pretty weird that all those little thoughts compiled together, could actually form a million possible conclusions that would make us argue non-stop. It's pretty awesome too that this type of topics could actually make us so engross in it.

Friends. Yeah, friends. I've not made up time for my other friends during this holidays just as yet. To list a few, Charlene, Judith, Dzafirah, Sari and many more. Frankly saying, I'm so upset with myself. I can't seem to get over some people, you see. Hah, yes, you're one of them, love. Lawls, go figure out yourself who you are. Thoughts of them makes me laugh hysterically and cry at the same time. Free-kaye. Boohoo you, love.

Yeah, it's been more than a month that I've been staying up til at least one in the morning. I'm so deprived of sleep that it's driving me crazily insane. Boohoo you, sleepless nights.

Holiday assignments? I've yet to even scribble on some of them. I feel so so zeh lazy to make my brains work. Wow, I find that amazing though. Early the holidays, I was so enthusiastic in revising each and every chapter of every subject I take and so eager to finish all my homeworks. However ever since the band camp, I got so lazy and yeah, I could even just look at my homework collecting dusts in my bag(s)/folder(s). Boohoo you, lazy me.

Why bags/folders? Well, I separated all my homework and notes in their respective subjects earlier this holidays. Yes, I'm practical. But even now, I'm too lazy thinking of even abiding my schedule that I planned when term four was coming to an end. Boohoo you, me who abandon my homework.

Guess I shall get going now. This post is getting a lil' too wordy. I think that the main reason why I keep mentioning 'homework' is maybe my guilt for not doing some of 'em.

Aiyayai. Nah, it's absolutely alright. Anyway, the big Os are only a count of months, right? Plus, I've had the time of my life this holidays. Guess I gotta save some for my poor darling homework. Hehehe.

Homework mode, switched on. ^^

& I fell in love...

I fell in love with 'Memories of Friendship'.

Only you band members should know what I'm talking about.

Whahahaaa ~

'cos together, we're invincible.

2010-12-14T17:09:00.010+08:00

I choose to love you in silence. Because in silence, I find no rejection. And in silence, no one owns you but me. Dayum, I let boys win my heart way too easily and I fall for them too easily, right? I act like I don't care but deep inside it hurts. I guess after a while of ignoring, we get tired of being angry and instead we feel sad.
We get reminded once in a while why we're not talking in the first place, but there comes a point when there's no more anger, but just disappointment. I really don't know what to do. I'm sorry I wasted time on you. I'm sorry I let you hurt me; you were clearly my wrong person or was I just seeing double visions?

I got way too attached to you that I just... don't know how to act when you're around. I was enchanted to meet you, just so you know. Sometimes it's better to be clueless about what's happening around you than to know every bit of information that would silently kill you.

There goes my pointless rant.
Told ya, I'm a hopeless romantic. ):

I don't know why but I'm so riled. This holiday atmosphere spells the word 'boredom' too frequently. Yes, I have plans to go out and such but I'm just so irritated by the fact that I'm resting too much on my loros. What more? The big Os are just a count of months and tada, time flies so so so fast. Oh no, error, time jets so veh ze fast.

Someway or another, I miss school. I miss the daily school life where I have lotsaf homework and classes to attend. Call me a nerd or whatsoever, but I love school. It's pretty irony of me saying that cos' I used to have quick naps during classes like as if they were mindless drones. Oh, that me is never coming back. Never ever coming back. I'm gonna start doing all my homework more diligently and yeaah, do revisions frequently, no, do revisions daily.

Righto, talking about revisions, I shall end this entry and now, abide my schedule.
Au revoir, love. ^^

so frickin' charming.

2010-12-09T00:30:00.000+08:00

Sam & Quinn! :D

vanilla twilight.

2010-11-27T18:46:00.003+08:00

Whoa bummer, sleepless nights dwells within me.

I'm sorry for being MIA like forever from this humble abode.
As far as I'm concern, I'm so packed up with revision and school.
Ha-ha, I need a break from this break.
Phew. Thank God I'm gona be chilling out next week. *grinswidely*

Anyway, Happy Birthday Raf! :D
Hope your bday bash today is fantastico ~

Peace yaw ^^

anne here ^^

2010-11-11T22:50:00.002+08:00

Posting this for the ownerrrr. Well, she will be back sooner or later; either that this blog will be abandoned forever & a new one appears OR a major reconstrution to this humble abode.
Stay tuned. :D

Love, Anne. ^^V

day 7 - a photo that makes you happy.

2010-11-07T00:23:00.002+08:00

Chace Crawford. ♥

day 6 - your favorite dish.

2010-11-06T10:28:00.001+08:00

My favorite dish?

Hmmmmmmm,

CHICKEN ADOBO! :DDD

Yum-yum, thats all for now then.

Tata ~

day 5 - your favorite quote.

2010-11-05T12:01:00.004+08:00

A favorite quote? Change is the only constant.

Well, I have a whole list of my favorite quotes.

You can find them in my humble tumblr webby.

Go figure yourself whats the URL.

Peace yaw. ^^

& HAPPY DEEPAVALI! :D

perfect two.

2010-11-05T11:42:00.007+08:00

Day 2 - your favorite movie.

day 3 - your favorite television program.

day 4 - your favorite book

Now, do you see my addiction for Gossip Girl?
Hahahahha, & Chuck Bass is HOT and so is Nate Archibald. <3
So are the protagonists Serena van der Woodsen & Blair Waldorf. :DDD

day 1 - your favorite song.

2010-11-01T18:33:00.006+08:00

There you go making my heart beat again, heart beat again, heart beat again.

There you go making me feel like a kid.

Won't you do it and do it one time?

sweet melancholy.

2010-10-22T15:06:00.002+08:00

Guys that can play the guitar turns me on.

Heeh :D

& I promise to be back soon. (:

till whenever.

2010-09-26T16:07:00.005+08:00

ON HIATUS

Until the end of the EOY exams.

head over heels.

2010-09-17T22:31:00.005+08:00

Yay! Pretty girl, it's gonna be sooner or later till I can finally catch a glimpse of the letters you wrote. I bet that the results are gonna be a total shocker, right? Kudos to us for the 30Days Challenge ~ ! && yeaaah, I like this picture of yours very very very much. No, I'm not a lesbo. GREEN FOR THE WIN! Psst, the cold sore around your lips can be seen too. For that, get well soon girl! Love you ttm! ♥

Love,

Anne.☻

revival.

2010-09-14T22:08:00.006+08:00

Life is a blur for me right now.

'em obstacles just keep coming to knock me down.

Oh woe.

I'm so so so sorry for keeping this blog so d-e-a-d.

Oh whatado whatado? I'm busy buzayeee.

HAH.

Anyway, I've thoughts of killing this blog of mine by creating a new one or maybe, just maybe, reform this blog? O:

Aww, that will then be sucha fuss uh?

Oh, I think I'm just blabbing away.

Oh, take me away.

Wanna know why the sudden blogging?

Simply cos' I'm frickin', evaa frickin' irritated with searching up and down for my homework. . .

. . . but to no avail. Hmpfff.

Ahhhhh sheeeesh, what am I suppose to tell my teachers?

Create a pretext to please them? Ask for 'time' to re-do them again?

After all their upholding attitude bearing with my nonsense?

Hah, no, I'm not that girl who gets detention daily or whatsoeva you thought of.

It's just that . . . I failed my teachers' high hopes umpteenth times already.

Not that I'm thick skin or what.

Plusplusplus, my wilting skin and tiny volcanoes are just making me extra negatron than an optimist prime. Gaaaah, so much for windburn/cold sore 'round my lips and those heat-spots that appeared during the fasting month.

& what sucks the most?

The doctor ONLY telling me to take more fluids, and yes, to apply the cream to heal the cold sore.

Need I tell you more on how sore the 'cuts' are? Veh pain indeed.

& yes, I think I'm gonna stop crying over this-and-that and you, yes you!

Truth is I'm sick and tired of everything mentally, physically and emotionally. Whooof whoof.

I need a breather.

Wait! Did I tell you that EOYs are drawing nearer?

Another thought that'll make me down?

Ahh, I ~~know~~believe that I can pull through this.

Insya'allah.

Oh, I really do need a breather.

Be optimistic then Farisah.

Ohh, I'll be.

Hopefully.

Anyway, Hari Raya Aidilfitri was ze booooomz!

& I had a whole-lot of fun especially with helping my brother folding his pelekat that endlessly fails me into making my bro having it on looking like a 'skirt'.

Oh sorry brother. I suck at folding the pelekat.

Oh well.

spill love.

2010-09-02T21:25:00.000+08:00

cheer the joy.

2010-08-26T20:58:00.003+08:00

YOG = awesome. :D

Oh oh oh especially with Lightfoot in it, *melts*

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh (((:

Anyway, two smileys that describe my fits now - :DDD & @.@

HAHA!

I'll be back soon, love.

Takecare.

insomnia.

2010-08-21T23:20:00.003+08:00

Ironically, I really do miss you.

I know, shingzxc you would say.

Anywayyy, today was awe-suhm! :DDD

It could have been much better if Mum had actually let me out to study with Isaac.

Oh Tiara, I owe you one sis. I'm so so so sorry that study date of ours didn't turn out as expected. Afterall, we still have Monday to buka puasa bersama-sama kan? ^^ Since there's no books to bug me today with academics, I went kite-flying with lil' bro & strolled around Sembawang(since I can't go anywhere further than that). How much I love punchlines that can actually make me burst into fits of laughter. (((((((:

At last, I get to make myself plaster a bona-fide smile on my face.

I guess it's pretty much better that I'm smiling like nothing happened.

Ahhhhhhh, it's gonna be tomorrow sooooooooon. & I've to get up at 4 in the morning to take my breakfast. HAHAHAHAHAHHA -.- What am I doing here in the first place? Gosh -.-" Oh well, pretty well, I should get going to bed. Ahhhh, so much for sleep deprivation.

Loves you,

Farisah.

'cos we gon' rock this club.

2010-08-20T23:31:00.004+08:00

"Thank god the week is done
I feel like a zombie gone
Back to life
Ba-back to life"

I mean no harm saying this - I just feel like partyin' all night.

"So dance dance
Like it's the last last night
of your life life
I'mma get you right"

Hah. No absolute reason comes with it. Too bad I'm underage for any discotheque. Why was I even thinking of going to one? *shocker* Nah, I just wanna dance.

"Then come the lights shining on you from above. You are a performer. You forget all you learned, the process of technique, the fear, the pain, you even forget who you are you become one with the music, the lights, indeed one with the dance."

~Shirley Maclaine

see the moon and the stars.

2010-08-19T20:57:00.002+08:00

It's been days since I last updated this blog. Main reason being is that I'm busy. Utmost busy with school, especially with ,y CCA. Hah, & yeah, finally, LIKE FINALLY, the members and I cleared all the unwanted things that's just creating the bulky mess in the room. & did I tell you how ah-mazing I felt when the unwanted things are got ridden of? Oh, I feel super dee delighted. Hahahahaha, three cheers for us Librarians & QMs! Now, all that's left is just settling some this and that. Not trying to boast, but I really felt proud of 'spring-cleaning'. Hahaha, good thang efforts were not wasted just like that though the small number of manpower. \m/

Talking about tideous work, I'm so way behind my classmates in terms of academics. Well, not that far back but I have this likely perception that I'm wayyyyyy behind my classmates. & I don't know why. I'd be really glad if I could get straight As for this end-of-year cos' I have mulled over for long for an application of DSA. Oh shush, I HAVE to really get working for that to not turn out to be fat hopes. Ehehehe, (:

Anyway, I really feel holy this month(maybe it's just the Ramadhan Month). Frankly, I've been spiritually dry and yes, I felt so religious suddenly this fasting month. Since I'm used to this system of fasting, I think I'd get pretty comfortable to use this system for days to save up on those fantabulous littlest things I would splurge for. Gah :/
Hahaha, maybe, just maybe. (: & yeah, kepada semua umat Islam, selamat menjalankan ibadah puasa! Amin.

Ahhh, my homework are calling me already. I guess I'm done with this post, stay tuned.
I'd better get going NOW.

With love,
Farisah.

you know you are.

2010-08-14T11:38:00.003+08:00

Let's face it. We ARE all strong in many ways. Be it strong in admitting you're weak, strong in holding on, strong for risking, strong for bearing all the hurt and pain. & hey, don't ever think you're all alone on this ride, remember that you're not alone. & most importantly, do voice out your problems cos' it definitely feels better than having everything to just be trapped inside, unknown to anyone.

Sorry if you think that I'm just typing gibberish here. I'm just too sick and tired of seeing every girl I know dwelling, hurting themselves. You know dear friends, you have people out there who cares for you although it might be a mindless drone to you.

Oh, & I think I care too much. Why do I even bother?

Cos' I've been there.

& whatsoever your story is, we are all equal despite our differences.

Trust me, you're stronger than you know.

I'll be missing in action, anyway.

I guess I'm BACK!

2010-08-02T19:59:00.002+08:00

Hello to you, you, YOU! :D

Thanks for stopping by my blog.

Briefly, I'm living life to the fullest! :DDD

Okay, done for today.

I'll be back next time & a very goood day/night to you! :D

anne's third.

2010-07-30T23:31:00.006+08:00

I think that the above applies to most of us girls, right? O-well.....

Anyway, HELLO TO YOU!

I'm just updating this blog to keep it alive! Realised something? My favourite line is nowhere to be found in the pic I uploaded for the prev post. Let's pretend that 'his' name is there. I uploaded the wrong pic, to be exact & OML, I can't seem to find the pic AND I am lazy to edit the prev post, o-well.....

Goodbye and stay tune! *grins ever widely* ^^

101 ((:

2010-07-22T20:50:00.003+08:00

My favourite line to TEASE Farisah.
Try saying this to Farisah! I'll bet cha that her cheeks will go rosy red.
Lalalalala~
Don't come haunting me Farisah coz you mentioned that you wont mind if I post this.
:PPP

'yaz.)

2010-07-17T09:45:00.004+08:00

Hallo Earthlings ! 'Yaz here updating Farisah's blog ! Owh girl , hurry up get back to cyber world , will ya ? All your accounts are going outdated . Whoo , I don't even know what I am saying .

Anyway , cheers to ya girl ! And to Chuck Bass yg perasan , don't flirt with her lah , she's unavailable . Ahah , cute boy , i hate your guts Aldo .

Farisah , remember the 'magic ice-cream we last ate togetha ? Lets go buy some & eat it togetha again ! Girl , cheer up too yeah ! I'm sure Adiel will be back soon to guide you thru playing the black-and-white keys . Cheer up , don't dwell on the past ! Love you ! Peace out ! ^^

Anne was here !

2010-07-11T11:34:00.004+08:00

Hello to you!

Farisah can't go online or anything of that sort because . . . In whatever way you tried to contact her online, you'll never reach her because for instance, her lil bro and mum controls her facebook account(notice the farmville etc. posts?). Don't worry, all those comments etc. will be replied as soon as she gets back to the cyber world. So much for her being involved in many things. If you ever wondered why Farisah do not reply to your messages for the line 9183_ _ _ _, it is basically because she's not using that number - only at times, I suppose. Just contact her at 9014 _ _ _ _ and I am certainly sure she will reply to your messages or calls. Otherwise, contact her residence. Thank you. :)

And here comes my fav. pic of Deejan,

Notice that grumpy-halfhearted face? HAHAHA.

I've done my dare then.

Anne signing off. <3

say whaaaat.

2010-06-16T00:07:00.002+08:00

I doubt that these procedures will actually fail me. So, for commitments in school being the utmost bugger in my holiday schedule, I shall try the above.

OHMYGULAY! Say what? It's 16th June?!

Oh & that means that

* drum rolls please*

...

....

.....

....

...

BAND CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMPPPPPPPPP has finally arrived! :O

Boomz, I better pack my stuffs now. Ah, so much for the excitement.

Whoa, what more with time; it's already 12.13 on the clock!

Bugger. Excusez-moi, I've to scat off to pack my stuffs.

& so goodbye!

Stay tune for another ep.!

Miss me! :D

Loves,

Farisah. :D

tell me.

2010-06-13T14:16:00.000+08:00

So, which way shall I go?

hangover.

2010-06-12T13:33:00.001+08:00

now, watch me.

2010-05-25T18:21:00.003+08:00

Ahhh, listening to the song Reflection - a Mulan soundtrack - makes me ponder on all the challenges I faced so far.

Weird? Hmmm. . . .

Firstly, sorry for delaying and ever delaying for updating this blog of mine & replying to your tags.

Duh. That exam season speaks the reason why I never had time to spare for my humble little abode. (:

Secondly, I'm all glad that the mid-year examinations are over. Phew. Well, I shan't get too happy 'bout that cos' I'm certainly sure that I'll spent my holidays on studying. How irony? Nah, it won't be anymore, this time round. I assure you. (:

& procrastination, I beg you don't irritate me into the world of slumber when holidays arrive. It'll be very nice of you if you are to erase yourself ever from my busy schedule. Thank you.

& my disappointing results, please give me the encouragement to make those constants to become bigger in terms of numbers. & not make me rest on the loros(hah, complacency won't be a reason if I were to but laziness will be the pretext.)

Thirdly, I shall be more assertive. Not aggressive. Not wholly passive. But just assertive.

I'll work on that. (;

Fourthly, I shall do whatever Mom wants me to do as so to get my poor pinky from her clutches. Hehehehe, and you shall patient to get your inbox flooded with smses. & be sure to answer your phone by your left ear when I call you; It's a healthy habit that everyone should inculcate! Really. Not faking it.

Hah, go ahead & not believe me. You will be deaf, earlier. Not jinx, I say.

Fifthly, I must spare time for all my friends and not be egoistic. I know I've been too of an egoist and am aware that I've hurt many on the other hand. I'm sorry that I can't be that perfect girl you always assume I was. Nobody is perfect.

Sixthly, I must stop spending a test of time mulling over my woes but instead celebrate my accomplishments.

Wow-whee! Come, celebrate with me during the hols! & moomba we shall! :D

Lastly, catch up with all the lovely & wonderful beings I know in the world. & I want you peepos to know that I still cherish you although the gap in our friendships & those setbacks.

Wait! I've another. . .

Last but not least but MOST, I love you people. <3

I hope that will signal you peeps that you're not missing out in anything.

You know, you can always contact me through my residence line or approach me.

Please do, cos we really need to catch up alot.

& all I could say is sorry for leaving you guys out for a length of time.

But most importantly, you gave me space and all the support I ever need.

For that, you are loved by this egoistic Farisah.

Shush, what could I say?

With flying kisses and hugs, I love you lovely human beings for the umpteenth time.

nothin' on ya.

2010-04-26T20:32:00.006+08:00

Today might be the best day of my life in 2010.

Sumpah. Aku betul-betul insaf kali ini.

Tanpa diri mereka, aku tak kan bersenyum tersengih-sengih atau tersuka ria habis-habisan.

Ahhh, I love you peepos to the tahap maksima alritey? :D

Maybe it's true, maybe it's not infatuation anymore.

Cheh, me no want any part of that anymore.

Studies - an IMPORTANT priority.

Geee, what did I just typed?

Oh, studies being a priority.

Wow-wheee~

Anyway, I've yet to invite readers to my private blog,

so yeah, don't be hesitant to leave your email to me by msn, email & uh, not thru smsing please.

My SIM card went . . . inactive. Geee, & I've yet to replace it with a new card.

Pfft.

Thats all for now, I'll get back to blogging asap.

After exams, perhaps? Nah, it's not like any pretext since exams are drawing nearer and nearer each day.

& I know that you know that eons ago. . .

So, takecare!

*flying hugs & kisses*

it'll be alright.

2010-04-18T14:21:00.003+08:00

To start off, I'm really pleased to know that I'm clumsy, :3

You know what, I think I'm really grooving along with the current flow of life which very much seemz uber great!

Grabe! :D

Thanks to those boozers of priceless laughters, smiles and human beings!

For that, I love you all to the tahap maksima! Sumpah!

Kirekanler, sumer jenaka-jenaka korang kan tak leh angz.

Haha, & I love you kaki gereyks alrightey!

Ish, what's with my minah speak? LOL.

Anyway, the hottest topic in town is . . .

PROCRASTINATION! *screams*

So, I asked myself,

"Am I procrastinating too much? Am I? Am I?! Guess I'm dilly-dallying too much in studies".

Double shingz, whooperzxc.

Speaking of procrastination which reminds me of MYE, I have got to start getting my nose into books already.

Simply meaning no dozing off in class, no doing homeworks half-heartedly, no using of lappy till late night which prolly send me off zzz-ing in class.

Nevertheless, this very tight schedule of mine will send me to the land of procrastination.

Sighs.

I'll make it happen, anyway. I hope.

I swear I'll be thankful enough if I can actually breathe.

Now, I realise how true it is. I hate Sec 3 life. So sian. . .

I still remembered how much I wished to grow up fast when I was younger, but now that I'm a teen, I wish very much to get out of this myriad of problems.

In the end too, all I can ever do is to do my utmost best and make it all worth it.

Aww, how much I love chocolates and candies. Yummy! *licks lips*

maybe, i'm just not good enough.

2010-03-28T00:07:00.008+08:00

- Content deleted-

Sorry, the lines are just too sensitive.

Sorry _____.

Freak, I'm just getting teenage kicks that can kill, really.

Haish, I think I shall create a private blog soon to vent all my thoughts on this-and-that - easier said, an online PERSONAL diary.

Don't worry readers out there, this blog will remain public & for the other, I'll invite you.

Just don't forget to give your email addresses to me. I'm sure I'll be kind enough to invite you,

*winks*

12:18am on the clock. I'll scat off now for my beauty sleep.

Takecare.

Adios! :D

miss you like crazy.

2010-03-14T23:10:00.003+08:00

I therefore conclude na dapat Nanghihinayang by Jeremiah ang theme song nila Basha at Popoy. Why not? Haha.

& I'm so watching this movie! You know, it's really nice to watch a perfect couple destined for each other in a romance movie. It just makes me go 'awwwwwww' & anything of that sort . . . .

Anyway, I'll get back to updating soon!
Be patient peeps. (:

If my eyes could take pictures,

2010-03-13T13:31:00.007+08:00

You’re cleaning around the house or simply just browsing through your computer and you stumble upon pictures or videos of the past with you and your friends, family, school etc. Somehow, looking through them gives you a happy feeling, doesn't it? Well, it sure does for me.

I started tearing looking at them . . . cos I felt so happy remembering all those great memories I had. Not only that, but it's also like a slap in my face as it also made me realize that I MUST learn how to cherish everything I have now even more. Thinking about that, the people that gave me happy memories I'll never forget, pretty much disintegrated from my life. Sadly I was wrong, thinking of the advantage that they would still be there. Really, things change and not everyone still gonna be there. Like the saying, change is the only constant.

People are bound to fade from your life. But what are the chances of 'everything will be the same' when you still get the chance to reconnect with them? Whoa, I would really love to go back to the past to relive the moments that I had not treasured enough. As for sure right now, I don't really know what it's like to be worry-free and plain happy like I always was, previously. It's a rarity for us now to find those feelings.

Anyone feeling me?

TGIF.

2010-03-05T19:08:00.004+08:00

Thank God it's Friday.

*heaves a sigh of relief*

I pretty love this week; Sunday till Wednesday - High fever. Flu. Throat infection. No school , Thursday - School. Band. All-nighter. A feeling of accomplishment. , Friday - School. Afternoon with partner-in-crime, YR & Ad. Nasty tricks and dirty jokes. Heartfelt conversations. Understanding. Decisions. Playmates. Playground. Ice-pop. Monkey bars. Chandeliers. Ily-n(s).

Like whoa, I couldn't believe that I had managed to put up with alotaf happenings this week.

& thats why I love this week. Heh, the irony?

Nevertheless, I enjoyed having the emotional heart-to-heart conversations with them. <3

Thank you peepos for being there for me and makin' my gloomy days as bright as ever! :D

Anyhoots, my results are really, really disappointing.

Those I passed are with As/Bs and those I failed, I failed them really badly.

Sighs. Breather, I need you.

Ohwoe, I gotta start filling up my March Holiday Schedule with the label 'revision' again.

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are you really happy?

2010-02-27T00:19:00.003+08:00

I find this week 'aww-suhm-lee-ge-rate'. =.=
Great thanks to them. Hah. You 'rocked' big time, uh?
Heartless people who are simply blissfully ignorant.
Why do I even care? Buggers.
Booosheeetyyyykerapeas. Argh.

Nah, this weekend will be better, better than the crap I was through with during the weekdays. *rolls eyes*
Speaking of the better for this weekend, I've got a list of topics for revision, a band gathering, project meetings, a b-ball tournament to attend, cardios w/ them, cookies to bake, letters to write-plus-decorate and phone calls to entertain.

Ohgreat.
Chocolates, I need you now to boost my mood.

sway with me.

2010-02-19T22:39:00.008+08:00

Hey yo hi readers!

How I wish so badly for life to be as multi-coloured everyday's-a-new-day and not as mundane as a daily-same-old-routineGrr. Eesh, eesh, eesh, tak leh angz langsung taw. It's like seriously getting on my nerves that it's a fact in my life.

& what more?

Studies? I'm seriously lagging behind, & yes, that irritates me much more than getting fits. Pffffffftt -_______________-"'

Uh, whatevaaaah. )x

Judging by the results of my yet-so-easy topical tests(which results that will send my parents to lecture me with repetitive lengthy words, well it seems that way to me), I must buck up. I mean like seriously buck up!

Besides, I've been pondering on whether or not to just put everything-i've-planned-for-weekendsaside & just write labels of REVISION on to my planner.

That definitely will suck big timebut what to do? Os are next year plus, my Malay subject teacher have already started the countdown to the Mother Tongue Os. Ha-ha-ha, a great way to aware us & yes, that thought, sadly again, makes me feel disappointed.It just send chills to my bones having to alert myself to already start preparing and not slacking, yet I am slacking! Gahgahgah, I'm all gugugaga already...

Buzzers, I need chill pills. Hah! Good thang I take considerations of leading a healthy lifestyle by doing cardios and yoga during my free time & that sure keeps the stress away. & Thank goodness too I'm a gastronome who loves munching on comfort food to make myself feel better from the mundane, dull and unattractive quotidian tasks. Like c'mon, I'm not doing you unattractive homeworks. Whatever, I still have TO force myself to finish up homeworks on time and not to rest on my loros no more. Sheesh! Nah, I should'nt be discouraging myself of the negative(yet evil) side of this 'diligent-pupil's-steps' but instead appreciate and lovetaking the steps of a diligent pupil!

& I shall start with that attitude, soon, no,NOW! :DDD

Woots ~

Anyway,

I wanna watch Paano Na Kaya The Movie! *runs in circles*

Hah, random-y I guess? Kay, lame.

Anyhoots, thank you my dearest lovely awesome friends who have been trying their very best to keep me on track and surviving with my sudden change of moods, thank you veryveryvery awesomely much ♥

Hugs and flying kisses,

Farisah. <3

I shall get back to making letters for all my lovely friends. :D

happy valentines! (;

2010-02-14T00:00:00.002+08:00

Awww, this song's too cutesy & cheesy to resist. Ang cheesy pero cute parin!Hehehehe :D ^^V
Happy Hearts' Day everyone! (L)(Y)

TYVM, ILYVM.

2010-02-07T12:56:00.006+08:00

My head's spinning right round, yeah, right round literally.

Boohoo me, I'm behind my classmates in studies. So much for being in the 'Brainy' Class? Ha-ha.

*pouts*

So, I learnt a lesson this past few days: never ever frown at the start of the day, or your day will be just the same as your frown. & that's why I'm trying put up a smile - though-how-fake -it-may-seem-to-be - to well, hype myself a lil. Well, smiling at the start of the day does help me, someway or another, feel better. Kay, dadadoo.

Oh, and I have just recently attended this lecture(which I don't remember what purpose it was for-appreciation of being in the performing arts society, perhaps?)And yeaah, I love performing, yes I do. In anyway, be it singing, dancing, playing the piano or any musical instrument, or maybe just acting in plays. It doesn't matter if I do not fit in with the athletes, a-listers, or any other stereotypes. Yeaah, well, & that talk really made me realised that I MUST be a proud kiddo to have talents in the performing arts. And hereby shall say that I love performing arts to the tahap maksima.

Anyway, I've been walking, WALKING lenghty distances these past few days, and muscle aches are soring me. Grrrr. Oh, I love Filipino dishes! Hah, random much? Filipino dishes are simply delectable alright? I just can never have enough of it. So, here I shall say, I'm a proud half-pinay! :D

I know, random, random.

& yes baybeyh, my days are getting brighter. Thanks to everyone, especially Tita Bona, Ate Eleanor, Charles, Kuya(HAH!KALBO! :X), and my dearest friends in SMB.

And here again, I shall say I'm proud to have the awesomest(if there's such a word) friends in the world! :D

Thank you everyone. I love you guys&girls veryveryvery much, to bits and pieces.

♥

& I mean it.

2010-01-31T00:03:00.004+08:00

Awww, I really love their voice. Sighs, how I wish I could have that near-perfect voice. Hehehehe. Well, I know some may find their voice irritating or anything of that sort, but I just find their voice . . lovely, together. Hehehehe. Anyway, today was great with my greatest buddies around to chomp on with unhealthy snacks with and have mask-and-cucumber treatment with too. Well, I won't elaborate much on that. This week? Hmmmm, mundane. HAHAHA. Anyhoots, I'm back on track for studies! However so, moodswings are still engulfing me, so yeaaah, utter displeasure. Sighs.
Anyway, the video above is d.t.m.k. (':
Anyway, I'll get back to blogging once I'm back on track again.
Stay tuned! :D

And by the way,

To HottieBro, CHEER UP! Take it step by step, I believe that you'll get back on track! & remember that I'm always here to listen to your problems! So, don't hesitate to tell 'em yeah? Peace. :D

To Scott, YOU ROCK BIG TIME! Hahahah, and the uhm, spanky thingy . . . HAHAHAHAHA!

To Charles, thankyouthankyouthankyou, appreciated the treatment ALOT, -___________-"''

dyr?

2010-01-30T15:08:00.002+08:00

- - -

HIATUS.

why would I ever?

2010-01-23T15:53:00.006+08:00

Oh, how I miss childhood, where the biggest deals to worry about is getting a bruise from falling and etc. *sighs*

Anyway,

YO! :D
Well, a short post today: -
Basically, I'm happy with life, and yes, Tumblr taught me more on how to appreciate life. Yes, and I'm glad that such website created could make me actually understand life betta. Anyway, first thing listed on my list is - to solve problems between me and dearest friends. And one word to describe this week: CHAOS. Enough said for today.
Tata! :DDD

(L)(Y), farisah!

ka-boomz.

2010-01-17T16:22:00.006+08:00

Like finally, Y-E-A-Y -

OLD ME'S BACK! :DDDDDD

Thanks to everyone who helped reviving old me, (L)(Y).

So, my daily readers, missed me?

Huahua, aku ~~perasan~~ je. Hehehehehe!

*grins widely*

Awwman, I still have yet to find a skin that could impress me whole-heartedly. *pouts*

Anyway, it's been a long while since I blogged.

Aww, how I miss blogging.

*pouts*

But well, since I'm trapped in this schedule-jam,

I'll be only updating my tumblr. (Wordpress? Hmm, if I have time to.)

But for this blog, I'll update it once/twice/thrice a week, I'll try.

Oh, surprised to know that I have two other blogs?

Uhm well, I didn't tell many peeps 'bout it though, only a few knows about the other two bloggy.

No, it's not ~~private~~, it's open, but you'll have to figure the webby out yourself,

*sticks tongue out*

Hahahaa, but if you wanna know the URLs of the other bloggys, then ask me personally. :P

Oh, and pictures?

Kay, them, hmmm, pictures, uhm, I found 'em,

but I dont think I'll post 'em all here,

so, wait for my photoblog webby to be released, sooon, I hope.

Hehehehehe! xD

AND I also made a lot of friends, YEAY! Plus point to my new year resolutions!

Cheerios! :DDDD

. . .

Lately, I've been worrying a lot, well ~~too much~~ about stuffs, matters of all types,

be it personal, open or whatsoevs there are.

I don't know, but I just feel so insecure.

Sighs.

For studies, I guess it's just the thought of 'Os-are-on-next-year' that's haunting me,

but for the others, sighs, I really have no clue 'why'.

Kay, scrap off my worrying.

. . .

These few weeks, must have been the awesomest weeks I've EVER had.

But one peculiar fact about is that - guys are the ones who are making my days,

while girls make me piss off real badly. Sheesh!

Hah, and this is my first ever time to mention that dudes make my day, how great.

ROFLMAO.

Anyhoots, thank you very very very much guys, I really appreciate it lots.

:D :D :D :D :D :D

Geez, I still can't face the fact that I'm already sec three.

Sighs, and guess what? I treasure seconds&minutes-of-resting-and-sleeping more than I ever do when I was younger.

Basically thanks to my hectic schedule, which has no unbooked-day.

Let alone look at my schedule for January - every day's booked.

Not even a single day rest, & I think I'm gonna fall sick sooner or later.

Sighs, will I ever get use to this life?

Apasal dengan kau uh? Sighs. You really changed laaaaaaaah.

2010-01-09T00:42:00.003+08:00

I'll be back soon.

My little humble abode is under construction.

Thank you.

♥,

Farisah!

twenty ten.

2010-01-01T12:44:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D

tags to be replied soooooon, I hope. (:

I love cheesecakes.

2009-12-23T17:49:00.005+08:00

" Mouth-watering much? :3 "

Anyhoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooots,

I've been experiencing hissy fits nowadays, and well, for no apparent reason.

Not only that, I'm getting paranoid 'bout stuffs lately too.

Whoa, what's with me? No, it should what's with them?! No, ME. Hah!

Hahaha hehe hoho.

Pat, you rocker.

Cecilia, you butterfly-catcher.

Kuya, you charmer.

Charles, you rock lahdey.

Anne, you bummer.

Elle, you roller.

You said it yourselves.

I know you love my presents, alright-y. :DDDDDD

Anyway, where's my prezzie(s)?

Raaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. :O

Ohmygreat! Pasko's coming. :D

Awwww, and I love those presents delivered to me alright. Thank you cuzzies for keeping up with the fuss to send me those gifts. :DDDD

You know what? I love receiving presents. (:

Haha! :D

Ohwait! I'm gonna turn a year older soon, right?

*pouts lip*

Kay, let's see what will happen next.

Tata, and be patient readers.

Sorry for the long hiatus wait, anyway.

true friends? do they exist?

2009-12-15T18:35:00.003+08:00

I miss Siti Aisyah Binte Amat, ):

Sorry that I screwed up our friendship.

I know that I'm in the wrong,

but why the gap in our friendship?

Everything won't be okay. Will it? ):

061208.

2009-12-06T02:18:00.003+08:00

It's been a year now.

Yes, I miss Natalie Aurelia Rivera Flores.

Natalie Aurelia Flores, a great friend

who's always there to listen to my problems,

who never fails to make my days,

who stick by my side when gloomy days engulf me,

who can keep me real always,

who cares for me,

who's not egoistic,

who's not full of herself,

who encourages me in doing well in everything I do,

who understands me,

who's not afraid to tell me what they think of me,

who appreciates me for who I am,

who's my pillar of strength, no, not the past ONLY, but forever she will be cos

she's someone who changed my life,

who made me discover that there are a lot of opportunities for me to follow my dreams & never ever ever give up even during the worst situation.

Though she can't be hanging out/dancing/partying/laughing etc. with me now, I know one place where I can find her: deep down my heart.

Kay, I'm trying my very best to hold back my tears.

Sorry that I'm not able to post up a pic of hers for this post.

I guess I'll just end off here with a little prayer for her.

Oh, and a quote that she used to sound to me when I'm feeling low.

I love you Natalie, and I always do bestfie.

tik tok on the clock.

2009-12-05T01:38:00.003+08:00

I am bored.

Really bored - boring punyer tahap maksima.

Pffft.

*sighs*

I miss all my dearests who travelled.

Gee, how much I envy them. Okay, now the thought of me giving up the chance to travel is filling my empty mind with the word 'regret' again. Pffffftttt.

*rolls eyes*

Nah, neveryoumind.

I still have a number of parties to attend this December.

Anyway, the pictures of the Dance-Off, Yaz's Bday, Aly's Sweet 16's Bash and TJ's house-warming can be found in Timothy's MySpace.

Hah! So happy looking at 'em pics.

I'm uber lazy to upload them in fb.

*tongue's out*

Oh anywayyyyyyyyyyyy, school is gonna start soon.

Boomzxc or shingzxc? Tell me.

you changed my life.

2009-11-26T23:41:00.006+08:00

As you see, Pure Sciences students of 2010 and 2011 will be called as E3s and NOT E1s anymore.

*sighs*

I know, what a woe to some.

I'm utterly disappointed knowing that breaking the record of being an E1 FOREVER - nah, only 4 years for breaking the 2 year record - in secondary school can never be achieved.
*sobs*
Well, things just turn out unexpectedly. And I can't blame that, 'cos that's how God has written my life, everyone's life indeed.

So, saya masih bersyukur ( I'm still fortunate) . Alhamdulilah.

See, I should have chose POA and F&N as my first choice. However still, it's too little late. Don't worry, I will be much much more attentive and yeah, much more outspoken - not timid little me again.

Anyway, thank you for confiding me closies. Me love you veryveh much <3. Yes, I do.
& to Michelle and Eunice, I'll tell you something - that'll never happen. Ha-ha.
And also thank you to Lisa and my dearest Kuya Kalbo. You guys should know why you guys are thanked for.

I'll be back soon people.

Just wait lovelies.
Oh, and I'm ending this post with a quote that I find inspirational.
Understand it. Enjoy!

eyebags & dark circles are my 'best friends'.

2009-11-25T03:25:00.004+08:00

Wow! It's 3.25 in the morning, and here I am, blogging. Well. I'm. Actually. Distracted. *gulps* Oh, and plus I'm oh-so lethargic. Sighs, I guess I'll arrive school for the meeting later with sloppy me with panda eyes - psst, not as cute as the one in the picture. Sighs. No wait! I'm only left with four perfect hours to sleep. So there goes my beauty sleep. And yes, I just realised that it's the 25th of November. & on that account, Xmas's just a month away from now. Cool or cool?! Anyway, I don't think I'll be travelling to anywhere this holidays. Confirmed decisions were made. I know, you would be thinking why and how stewpid the decision made was.

Kay, can someone sing me a lullaby now?

hawtstuff.

2009-11-20T00:54:00.005+08:00

Oh my gulay, I really melt listening to him singing in this vid!

CUTE.

GAY?

CUTE.

HOT.

CUTE.

Kay dah Farisah. Dah cukup.
WAIT! *drools*
Aww, he's too cute to resist.
Okay, now I sound like those JB fanatics.

I prefer this voice of his compared to the recordings done in studio which is much more high pitch-y.

P/S I thought that one time was sung by a girl when I first heard it. :x

Uh so yeah, whateva.

He's still cute kay though he's uh, kinda gay?

Hahaha, I still find him cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D
Last and final,
he's too adorable to resistzxzxzxzxc.

Aww, why can't he come to Singapore so I could have that golden chance to meet him, perosnally? ):

Awwwww, I'm so gonna envy the lucky girl who's gonna be shawty. DDDDDDDD:

*rolls eyes*

Awwwwwwwwwww. D:

Farisah's mind says: Boo, enough is enough.

Farisah: Aw-man. *groans*

Lemme continue ~~wasting~~spending my time for sleeping finding JB's videos.
Hah! *yawns*

:3

sleepless nights.

2009-11-17T15:54:00.004+08:00

I don't know why but I've been turning in late nowadays ever since that matter happened.

Oh God, show me the right path to make me stand on my feet again.

*sighs*

It has always been about you.

Have you ever spare a thought about me?

I know, you're down but all you ever do is whine.

But have you ever appreciate the other facts that make you live at your best still?

No, you don't.

Please don't call me again to comfort you.

I miss the old you.

M&Ms.

2009-11-14T17:06:00.002+08:00

Chocolates, I'm craving for you.

*stomach grumbles*

Gee, I WANT M&MS FOR THAT FACT!

& guess what, I came upon a video presenting a M&M store in Times Square which is

OHSO-COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!

Take me to Times Square, please?

*grins*

rainbows.

2009-11-14T15:16:00.004+08:00

Add colours to my dull life.

xoxo

dismal.

2009-11-12T22:49:00.002+08:00

So, you just had to disappoint me all the time, right?

Ohwell, good job. So, what now?!

I don't know why, but can't you see it's UNFAIR?!

I mean, like seriously!

It has always been like that.

Bias-ed human beings, HAVE YOU EVER SPARE A THOUGHT FOR US?

Gee, I guess it shall be a 'no'.

Yah, so much for pretending.

& yes, instead of building up our self-confidence, crushing our hopes have only been the way.

So lemme tell you what - history will repeat itself.

*rolls eyes*

Ha ha, don't spend your time thinking who are they.

'Cos you'll never ever know who are they.

Only, they themselves will know.

Give me a break. ):

say goodbye.

2009-11-09T00:31:00.004+08:00

Too tired to play your game?

Too exhausted to shed another tear to your name?

Pray, and tell me what rules do you play by?

Or are you the only one allowed to play?

Does this sick joke have any meaning to you?

So, I guess I am simply a piece for you to manipulate?

Or am I a puppet whose strings you control?

Well darling, I have only one word of advice,

Move my strings carefully because they might just break,

And when that happens I am gone.

Once free I hope never to return to your hellish prison,

But I know your poisonous lies will forever echo in my mind,

The very word you told was a lie,

I know now,

Every “I love you” was an empty phrase said simply to fool me,

And the sad thing is...I fell for it.

I let you fool me all too easily,

With your false smiles and faked kindness,

Of course you didn’t say it with any feeling,

But the question that begs to be asked is,

Did you ever feel anything for me?

Or was I always just a weak,

a blind fool to believe you did?

There are some things I need to ask of you darling,

Please don’t ask me to hate you.

For now I am getting to the sad part of this all,

I cannot hate you......because I still love you,

I love you for the power you taught me,

And for that I want to say thank you,

Please don’t ask me if I wished upon you the fires of hell,

For I would be lying if I said that I did.

The expression of surprise will tell me all that I’ve wondered,

In those dark nights and darker days,

Your face tells me that you know what you done to me,

To my body and soul,

You know what self created hell you trapped me in,

But I still don’t want to send you to that grim place,

For that place was too dark for any human soul,

Even yours.

So now it’s my last goodbye,

I can’t say I’ll forget you because I won’t,

But I’ll try to remember the good you gave me,

Opposed to the terrible pain,

But now is the end to your cruelty.

It’s time we parted ways for the last time,

So I shall repeat the magic word over and over again,

I will whisper it first,

So light it’ll breeze past your ears like the wind,

But I shall repeat it over and over and over again,

Until finally I’m screaming it to the heavens,

And all can hear me.

The word I have never been strong enough to say,

The word that will now fall off my tongue with ease,

Goodbye.

Mhm, I just find this poem great for break-ups, you see. Basically, I posted this up for a 'purpose' .Yeaah, those buggers out there are allowed to find out who am I actually dedicating this to. Oh my gulay, no people, I ain't no broken-hearted girl you think I am. Cos' to tell you the truth, I've never fallen in love. I mean like, seriously! I'mma only a teen. And teens only go through this 'cinta monyet' or in English, 'childish love'. Haha, so I don't exactly expect 'teen love-chains' actually has the word 'everlasting' or 'forever' in its vocab. Nonetheless, it makes it worthwhile for one to be greatly loved by someone and to love someone back the same way too. (:

Hah, inspirational eh? Jokejoke lang.

Please don't be affected by with what I have mentioned above.

It's only my perspective of 'teen-love'.

*yawns*

I'm gonna go get some sleeeeeeeeeeep. Ta-ta people.

I miss you.

2009-11-04T22:07:00.005+08:00

I miss Mommy. Sure I do.
Too bad I can't go to Philippines with her, thanks to the Batam trip - nah, I enjoyed it anyway.
And yeah I miss -
the coaches, facilitators plus students of SMP Negeri 3 and Kartini One.
I miss them, including you.
Yes, you. No sarcasm this time.

Reflections sure did helped me alot.
I mean like seriously; I've came upon knowing that I've been walking on the road full of cons.
However, I'm glad that I'd actually overwhelmed my fears, both paranoia and heights.
Thank you everyone, pillars of strength, you and especially you.
I love you guys&girls - and I mean it from the bottom of my broken heart.

Please readers, don't perturb me by asking me why I'd stated 'broken heart' above.
It's for me to know and for you to find out.
But if you're lucky enough, it's pretty apparent who and who I'm referring to.
So, best of lucks to you guys!

Anyway, all the best to those taking O's and school exams.
All the best to you people!
GAMBATEH! :D

I'll be back to rant more, so stay tune lovelies!

With all my heart,
Farisah.

fright night.

2009-10-31T12:23:00.005+08:00

Happy Halloween yaw ~ !

Well, I've been thinking alot about working. Geez, I know, too ~~young~~ for me. But, my whole long list of shopping wants me to get up and work and stop lazing around, and the Pure Sciences Course that Imma have to enrol to prepare myself for Os needs me to take tuition. Shopaholic and studies much? I really need a job to fee them all without me being a burden to my parents.

Anyway, I'm really sick and tired having to put masks on my face. Yes, SICK AND TIRED. On the contrary, I have the bestest dearest friends cheering me up and sweet&understanding family members to keep me on track. Oh, and I totally give up doing cardios twice a week. That will explain why my muscles are gettin' all flabby again. I want toned muscles! If I want that to happen, then cardios should be back onto my hectic schedule and that's a no-no since my holiday schedule has got busier when it actually should get much less booked.

What's more?

I've yet to pack my bag for Batam. Yes lovely, the upcoming Batam trip that will set me missing-in-action for three days. WAIT! When do I actually have the time to do so when today and tomorrow are already booked for outings etc. with lovelies? Geez, postponement again? ):

Let me get back up from this melancholy moment now.

I'll be back tomorrow, IF I'm fine.

With hugs,

Farisah.

you-lah! )x

2009-10-24T20:44:00.004+08:00

ANONG GUSTO MO?!
ANONG PROBLEMA MO?!

Gee, how I wish you know how much I detest you till now.
Oh puh-lease, don't make me hold grudges.
I hate you, ____.

Maari bang, sana'y, patawarin mo ako?

P/S

Sorry lovelies, I'm really not in th mood to reply your tags etc.

But, please continue tagging.

Thank you, :D

hot 'n' cold.

2009-10-18T12:33:00.003+08:00

RAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWRRRRRRRRR!
I'm back! ;D

I miss attending band pracs! Dx

& I love crackers with ice-cream toppings! :D

Geeeee, I can't seem to find the other Hari Raya Pics, plus the pictures I took with Elle, Adiel, Nat(in 2008), Kuya L, Anne, Charles, Johnny, Cecilia and Koh Jia Jun L. GRRRRRR. & neither can I seem to find them in my old com's folders nor my memory cards. Please don't tell me I had actually formatted them.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr,
-___________________________________________-"'

P/S

You worry too much, so do I.

Let's stop worrying, shall we?

♥

this and that.

2009-10-14T18:56:00.006+08:00

(BOO, turn your head to the left)

Tags replied, linkages done.

I'll get to proper posting soon peepos.

:D , I got it from Anne's private blog.

SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
1. Princess Bed (:
2. Eight plushies!
3. Boooooks and magazines!
4. Wardrobe
5. Sofa chair?
6. Hair accessories and cosmetics
7. Pillows, cushions and a bolster

SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. Do You Like Anyone?
^^
2. Does Someone Like You?
Don’t know, don’t care, HEH. (x
3. Last Kiss?
Kissing my carebear plushie before going to school today? hehehe.
4. Been Lead On?
Uh, I don't know?
5. Been Cheated On?
Hell yeah! )x
6. Want A Relationship?
No, not now. (:
7. Wanna Get Married?
after I turn 25, please.

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT: 1
1.Family
2.Friends
3.Religion
4.Music
5.Plushies!
6.Magazines
7.Dresses!

SEVEN THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1.I want to eat
2.I don't want to eat medicine
3.I wanna see Ruztam Josh Babaran!
4.I wonder how he looks like. . .
5.Like Ate Annie or his tatay?
6. Eck. Is that a coackroach?
7. I hate coackroaches

SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU
1. Believe In God?
Yes, I do. (:
2. Had A Dream Come True?
YESSS! :D
3. Read The Newspaper?
Once in a while, hehehe!
4. Get Enough Sleep Everyday?
Yeaaaaah, in the midst of eams especially :D
5. Have A Best Friend?
Yes, PAULO BRIAN MACABASCO GALILUYO!
6. Take A Bath Daily?
OF COURSE LAH! -.-"'
7. Wish upon Stars?
Haha yeah, but nothing’s happening.

SEVEN HAVE YOU EVER:
1.Fallen in love?
Uh, i don’t know?
2. Kissed Someone Of The Same Sex?
NO. cheeks, yes.
3. Hooked Up With Someone Who Had A BF/GF?
HAHAHA, not that kind of person.
4. Been To A Bonfire?
Nope.
5. Ran Away From Home?
Nope.
6. Played Strip Poker?
Nope.
7. Pulled An All Nighter?
Hahaha, no, what's that anyway?

SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:
1. Cried?
Nah.
2.Had Fun?
YES! :D
3. Been Kissed?
At cheeks.
4. Felt Stupid?
Yes, at times.
5. Talked To An Ex?
As friends, yes.
6. Miss Someone?
Yeaaash. )x
7. Listened To Music?
Of course, duh.

RED : ANGER
1. Are You Currently Mad At Someone?
OHYES.
2. Which Of Your family Members Has The Worst temper?
Mummy :x
3. Have You Ever Thrown Something At Anyone?
HEHEHEHE, yeaaaaaaaaaaah unfortunately.
4. Does Your Face Turn Red When You’re Angry?
FIERY RED, I tell you!
5. When You’re Mad Do You Prefer To Stare Angrily Or To...?
. . . drown into tears.

ORANGE : EXCITEMENT
1. Has Anyone Ever Thrown A Surprise Party For You?
yea & LOVED IT!.:D
2. Are You Easily Excited?
Yes, I think :D
3. What Event Is Coming Up That You Are Looking Forward To?
Lunch with bestfriend? (:
4. If You Won A Million Dollars, What Will Be Your First Thought?
*eyes open veryveryveh widely* [:
5. What Would Make You The Happiest Right Now?
I don't wish to state anything here. :D

YELLOW : SELF DISCOVERY
1. Name: Nur Farisah
2. Birthday: 29 December 1995
3. What’s Your Main Goal In Life?
To provide my family and future family well.
4. Do You Want To Have Children?
Four - MAXIMUM. (:
5. How Do You Want To Die?
Uh, by knowing that my family is well and healthy?

BLUE : SADNESS
1. When Is The Last Time You Cried?
I don't know.
2. What Is The Saddest Thing That Is Happening Right Now?
Actually, nothing really.
3. Do You Usually Cry/Get Depressed When Something Doesn’t Happen Your Way?
Oh yeaaah.
4. Has Anyone Made You Cry In The Last 24 Hours?
No, (:
5. When You Are Sad, What Do You Do?
Do pilates to soothe my mind (:

PINK : LOVE
1. Do You Have A Crush On One Of Your Friends?
Uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, :x
2. Do You Believe At Love At First Sight?
Yes, I do.
3. When You See Your Crush, Do You Act Differently Around Him/Her?
Oh, I WILL.
4. Do You Have A Girlfriend/Boyfriend?
No.
5. Do You Believe Everyone Has A Soulmate?
Not at all. Wait! Maybe? :p

PBMG! :D

2009-10-13T18:19:00.002+08:00

I miss bestfriend!D":Lunch together soon yeah?:D

'guys' day out.

2009-10-13T18:11:00.003+08:00

I spent today with them.
Well, I wasn't the only girl until Eilyah and Anne left.
&
Tada, and I became the only girl.
:A, haha, you guys are 'hot' lah, LOL!
Jokejoke! & please don't forget to belanja me, *evil laughters*, it was part of the deal.
I LOVE YOU GUYS LAH! :D
(lazy to elaborate what had happened)

Back to exams,
one paper more and JENGJENGJENG,
FREEEEEDOM! :D
& I hate moodswings.
Plus, I love green. (:

Tags & relinking - on Thursday peepos!
(:

Loves,
Farisah - who've been such an arse(Charles, you mentioned so.)

jerks.

2009-10-06T21:32:00.005+08:00

Ohgulay,
can you guys get at least an appropriate reason to scold the E1s?
I mean, you guys just went off darting(rather thrashing) words at us, blaming us for the retake of the EL paper 2 without any mercy.
And please, Jessie wasn't the one who told anyone.
None of us did. (Well, if it's really among us, can that E1 please own up? Don't get us blamed for everything. It's really unfair ya know.)
Anyway, what's with you guys scolding us huh?
I mean it's a great disadvantage for us that you guys get to know 'clues' before the exam.
So, isn't is a fair and just game for us all?
And what's with messing up our class?
Trust me, that's getting you guys nowhere.
Think-lah people.
*sighs*

Tags and relinking - soon yeah?
*grins*

With l-o-v-e,
Farisah. :D

mid-autumn festival

2009-10-03T01:16:00.002+08:00

Homemade mooncakes were simply mouth-watering.
Deliciaso! :D
Haha, gratitudes to be expressed to all 'sisters' who made 'em!
& thankfully, no mess were made - uh, a bit of here there only.

I love the mooncake with lotus-filling and pumpkin seeds! :D

the starting of EOY.

2009-10-03T00:28:00.003+08:00

*breathes in*

English was . . . of the average.

*breathes out*

First paper:

Well, I screwed up my compo.

And there goes my marks, grrr.

Hopefully my report gets to cover up for the mistakes I've made for my compo. :/

*crossing fingers*

Second paper:

I find the passage to be easily understood and yeaah,

the questions weren't tough neither.

Summary? I guess I did my best in at least finding 10 points and rephrasing the whole sentence ideas? HEEH! (:

I'm pretty confident that I'll do well for this paper, much better than MYE.

No more one passage to answer anymore in the future,

two passages are them to understand.

Five more major EOY papers coming sooooooooon.

P/S MUG HARDER! :DDDD

mistaken identity.

2009-10-03T00:25:00.002+08:00

Imissthosecaptivatingmomentsspentwithyou.

So, you did think it was you afterall?

Thank you for making my day today,

oh, & I loved you, not love you.

Haha, maybe love you as a . . . friend?

they're drawing nearer.

2009-09-25T23:08:00.004+08:00

Ohmahgaard! Guess I'll have heavier eyebags by then due to excessive revision cos
THE FIRST PAPERS ARE JUST NEXT WEEK! (exactly a week from now!)
Dear yes, EOYs they are.
And that means, I'll be on hiatus till whenever.

Anyway, I enjoyed fencing.
Hahaha, "en garde".

AND I'll be jalan raya-ing this weekend and most prolly next weekdays too.
So tell me, where can I find all the time I need for revising?
Well, at least I'll be revising the true meaning of Hari Raya.
*grins*

& all the best to every student out there who are sitting for their exam papers!
Study hardhard yeaah? It's no waste being a goodykid for this 'season of bliss'.
*nods head*

Last but not least,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIANCA! ♥

Kay uh, I'll bid goodbye for now.

Hearts, Farisah
:D

doubts erased.

2009-09-24T17:53:00.004+08:00

Finally, it's over.
*heaves a sigh of relief*

Kesempatan yang dapat ku capai tadi, telah membuat ku insaf sepenuhnya. Hatiku tak tersinggung tidak lagi terasa. Nasib taw, cikgu-cikgu yang tersayang membuat program sebegitu; ia mendapat semua mengenal pasti akan kesilapan masing-masing dan di situ lah bertimbul lah, keinsafan. Walau bagaimanapun, tidak ku dapat menahan air mata yang berkolam di mataku apabila membaca nota dari tersayang; aku benar-benar bersentimental pada saat ku baca nota itu. Haha, ku terkenangkanlah tahun lepas di mana ku sangat sangat sangat rapat dengan mereka bertiga. Sampai kini, ku tidak tahu mana persahabatan yang amat erat itu pergi kehilangan; harap-harap ia tidak akan menghilang sepanjang hayat. Aku begitu kecil hati lantaran mengabaikan persahabatan yang pernah ku sangat menghargai itu. Tsktsktsk. Mungkin sebab tu eh? Hmm... Eh, tidak! Ia tidak akan menghilang selamanya sebab saya, A dan N are always there for each other till now. Oh, case bagi E sudah long gone. Hanya dapatku terenungkan akan saat-saat yang kami berempat bersama-sama. Haish, FANEA, mana kamu menghilang? :'(

Maafkan ku kalau bahasa Melayu ku tidak begitu 'power'.
Hehehe.
*cheeks turn RED!*

Gambar-gambar raya akan ku post-kan apabila ada free time lah.
Sabar/be patient. (:

Aiyayai!
Why am I even spending my time blogging when I've actually got revision to do?
Grr, I'll scat off now.

And before I go,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI! :D

With love,
Farisah [:

shooting stars.

2009-09-13T22:28:00.001+08:00

Stars,
they cover the vast dark sky of the night with their gleaming light.

I miss that shooting star at Batam.
I remembered how much flabbergasted I was.
Hahaha, but all that I blabbed of with Poh were last year's happenings.
Only PohBabe knows what I meant cos I know hers too.
Remember? You were blabbing 'bout him and I was blabbing about him.
Never will I forget those days.
. . .
Will I ever catch another again?
I miss last year.
I miss dearests especially.

:(